0:00 Hi, everyone.
0:01 Welcome back to the Change Your Mind Podcast.
0:03 I'm your host, Kris Ashley and I'm excited today.
0:06 We're gonna actually talk about something a little different.
0:09 I know we usually talk about personal development, spirituality and science and this kind of fits in that realm.
0:14 We're going to talk about paranormal experiences, which is something that I love geek out about.
0:18 I've had a lot of personal experience with so it should be a fun episode.
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0:53 Hi, I'm Kris.
0:55 When I was younger, I went through trauma that caused me to feel broken and lost.
1:00 But my life changed after I had a spiritual awakening.
1:03 Since then, I've dedicated my life to studying and learning from masters all around the world that have helped me to create a life of fulfillment and abundance beyond my wildest dreams.
1:13 Now I'm dedicated to sharing everything I've learned so that you don't have to suffer for decades.
1:17 Like I did, I've seen people's lives completely transform and I share it all right here.
1:25 All right.
1:26 So I'm excited with me today.
1:27 I have Ryo.
1:29 So Ry is the co-host of the podcast.
1:31 The Lost Frequency.
1:33 Rye grew up having numerous experiment experiences with the paranormal from a late night encounter with a shadow person to ghostly encounters while working in his basement.
1:43 Because of this.
1:44 Rai pursued a path in the realm of shamanism, meeting native elders who guided him on his path and taught him the ways to deal with these entities also has been able to navigate the dream verse, which includes dreams of the future that are so eerily spot on.
1:59 He never ceases to amaze.
2:01 Now, the co-host of the Lost Frequency podcast, he takes you on a journey through the unknown, exploring paranormal encounters, cryptids, UFO S aliens, strange occurrences, conspiracy theories.
2:12 Rye's unique perspective adds depth and intrigue to every discussion.
2:16 All right.
2:16 I'm excited for the depth and intrigue.
2:18 Welcome, Rye.
2:19 I'm happy you're here.
2:20 Well, thanks for having me.
2:22 It's it's, it's great to be to be on board.
2:26 Yeah.
2:26 Yeah.
2:27 So, you know, I started all my episodes the same way and that is by asking my guests what their origin story is.
2:33 I love origin stories and it, it helps the audience connect with you and it, it shows us why you're on this path.
2:40 So where did this all start for you?
2:43 OK.
2:43 So it, it, the best I can recall for my origin story would be this one specific house that I grew up in.
2:51 , this house was a hot spot for paranormal activity like I was kind of saying and, and, and that is what directed me onto this path.
3:00 Now.
3:02 There was numerous things that I saw growing up like,, and, and I'll jump into them right away because it all ties in with this, this origin story.
3:13 So when I was growing up, I lived on, we lived on an acreage on the small farm.
3:18 And this, we built the house, it wasn't like, this was a, an old house that had been sitting there for ages and had things going on to it.
3:26 No, no.
3:27 My, my parents built this house and I grew up there.
3:30 Now, some of the earliest things that I recall happening was I was late night working on a computer and my, one of my responsibilities was to feed the horses.
3:41 Now my something and I'm very absent minded.
3:44 So my father would always have to remind me right.
3:47 Did you go feed the horses?
3:49 I'm like,, no.
3:50 And so I'm like, ok.
3:51 And while I was working on the computer, I was typing up my journal, you know, my, my diary of sorts, you know, and I didn't want anybody to read my words or my inside thoughts.
4:01 So I went outside and as I'm outside I go, I look back up into this dormer where the computer was sitting and clear as day.
4:09 I can see my grandma sitting there.
4:11 Ok.
4:12 But my, my grandma is still alive at this time.
4:15 But I, what I saw was my grandma sitting at the computer, which was really confusing because first of all, she's not there at the house.
4:24 And secondly, you know, like, why is my grandma here?
4:27 , why is she reading your diary?
4:30 Yeah.
4:30 Yeah.
4:30 Why she, why is she reading this?
4:32 And so I'm all, I'm in a upset, you know, I'm, I'm in a huff and I go down and feed the horses and I come back and I come back to the, and, and my sisters and my mom and dad were all on the main floor watching some,, awards TV show.
4:48 I don't know which one it was at that time.
4:49 Could have been the Grammys.
4:50 I don't know.
4:51 , and I'm like, who was upstairs, someone was upstairs reading my, my innermost thoughts, you know.
4:56 , and, and they're like, no, we, we've all been down here watching TV.
5:01 I'm like, no, no, no, no, no, I, I, and of course I'm not gonna say I saw my grandma but I'm like, no, someone is up stairs and on the computer they're like, right.
5:09 No, everybody's been here, like, we swear that everybody's been here and that was the start of,, something's not right.
5:19 And of course, you know, a, as a critical thinker, you're like, my mind is just playing tricks on me, then you just, you disregard it.
5:27 And you're like that, that can't be, that can't be what it was.
5:31 So,, life goes on.
5:34 , you know, there was a couple of other more inconsequential kind of things that have happened at that house.
5:41 But the biggest like a cumulative event was when I was about the age of 1918, 19 years old and, and I was out with my friends and I wasn't drinking or nothing like that.
5:52 We're just hanging out and,, they had dropped me off and I remember standing outside and seeing the northern lights because the northern lights were out and it was a beautiful moment.
6:00 So I'm just sitting there in awe watching these.
6:03 , and,, I was like, oh, this is beautiful, but I have to be up early in the morning to work.
6:10 So go to bed and, and I'm sure we've all experienced this where, you know, you, you look at the clock and you're like, well, if I get to sleep.
6:17 Now, I'm gonna have like seven hours and 36 minutes of sleep.
6:21 But, yeah, so, and I'm like, ok, well, at that age I want eight or nine, but of course I'll deal with what I got.
6:29 , but I couldn't fall asleep and I'm tossing and turning and it's like, well, seven hours, you know, seven hours of sleep.
6:36 Ok, six hours and 40 minutes of sleep.
6:39 I, I just could not fall asleep.
6:41 And at one moment I turned onto my back and I'm looking straight up and floating above me about 2 to 3 ft above me was this and this is when I say the shadow, the shadow being the shadow figure.
6:56 I could see a head, I could see the shoulders, I could see where it went down to the waist, you know, I could see where the arms were, but I didn't really see any hands.
7:05 And this was blacker than black.
7:08 And so when you're looking out, it, it's black, it's just kind of sucking in any type of light.
7:14 So you can still see this form because of course it's dark in the bedroom.
7:17 But I, all I see is this blacker than black figure around the waist.
7:21 It went off into this like white smoky wispy kind of thing.
7:26 So it did change to change colors.
7:29 That's terrifying.
7:30 Were you, were you absolutely scared?
7:32 I was terrified, but that isn't the scariest part.
7:35 The scariest part was the eyes.
7:38 So the eyes were glowing red.
7:41 It wasn't like the whole eye.
7:42 It was like the cornea of the pupil were a glowing red.
7:47 And as you said, yeah, I was terrified and I was the, the expression scared stiff.
7:53 I'm just laying there not moving, staring up at this, whatever it is.
7:58 , you know, 1718 year old,, or 19 staring up at this, this thing floating above me.
8:05 Now, the length of time, I don't know how long it was there for.
8:09 I would, I'm gonna say about 2 to 3 seconds.
8:12 , how long I stayed there after that.
8:15 That's a mystery to me because all I remember was this thing disappearing and I laid there and I did not move and then I woke up in the morning.
8:24 So it wasn't like it was a dream or anything like that.
8:26 I don't know how long I remained motionless in this position, unable to move.
8:32 But yeah, that was like the terrifying experience that I had at this, at this house.
8:37 That is so scary.
8:39 I, I can't even imagine.
8:41 I mean, like, I know that feeling where you're so terrified, you can't move.
8:43 It's literally like fight flight or freeze and you just freeze and you just, you can't like nothing.
8:48 Right.
8:49 Exactly.
8:50 That, that's exactly it, it was, you know, fight,, fight flight or freeze and it was freeze for me.
8:55 You know, I'm, how do you fight it, you know, and, and yeah, and, and I'm, I'm not flight, I'm not running out of there.
9:01 I'm standing still.
9:02 Maybe it, maybe it's not gonna see me if I don't move.
9:05 I don't know.
9:05 It was.
9:07 Oh, so did you feel like energy coming off of it or anything?
9:10 Like, did it feel evil or was it just like such a?
9:12 Yes.
9:13 Yes.
9:13 , it was, it was definitely like this negative, negative evil, evil feeling and I am not moving because I am absolutely terrified and, and from what I learned is like certain entities will feed off your fear.
9:26 So of course, the more you give the more they're going to like, ok, I'm gonna come back.
9:33 Yeah, so, so wait, can I ask going back to grandma?
9:38 Did you ever figure out like how grandma got in your, your top floor?
9:43 Like I was expecting you to say something like, oh I found out she died that night or something.
9:46 No, no, there was nothing like my grandma lived for many, many years after that like I would say, you know, like 1515 more years after that, there was never anything my only guess of this is perhaps whatever it was, there was able to think like, you know, to read my, read my mind and, and pick a shape or form that maybe to me wasn't frightening.
10:12 So that I think was something else that I don't think was what was floating above my bed.
10:18 I believe that was something else in, in the vicinity.
10:21 Like, you know, if, if it's not, if it's not appearing as something that is,, frightful or fearful,, then it, it's not meant there, it's not being there to scare you.
10:30 Which is, do you know what that reminds me of?
10:33 , so are you familiar with Dolores Cannon?
10:36 Yes.
10:36 Well, yes, I am.
10:37 Ok.
10:38 So she comes up in like all my episodes because I just like geek out about her.
10:41 But she wrote a bunch of books about UFO abduction specifically and, and I'm sure you've seen this movie, but have you seen the fourth kind?
10:49 That true story about Nome Alaska?
10:52 I have not actually seen that one.
10:54 Oh my gosh, that movie like messed with me so bad.
10:57 So the whole idea is there's this woman and she's living in Nome Alaska and it's, it's really out in the middle of nowhere and she has this like, or her daughter, her daughter gets like taken eventually.
11:14 But it, it, the way it's filmed, it's almost like a Blair witch project kind of thing where it, it switches between like a regular movie and then these flashbacks of like real footage supposedly of her in therapy under hypnosis trying to like fill in these missing time chunks like leading up to this.
11:35 And before she like has these missing chunks, she's always like, I see an owl, there's like an owl in my window and then she's like, oh my God, it's not an owl.
11:45 And then, you know, and then like, at one point during the hypnosis, she's like, levitating and her back kind of like cracks.
11:51 And it's crazy.
11:53 I don't know.
11:54 I watched it with my husband.
11:54 He's like, this is bullshit.
11:55 This is so fake.
11:56 But like, I was like, oh my gosh, like, it's a true story.
12:00 Yeah.
12:01 But what I reminded, what was crazy is when I read some of Dolores Cannon's books after and I can't remember which ones are about UFO, it's like keepers of the garden and the custodians are the two.
12:12 Yes.
12:12 Yes, I've heard of the C in those and this is why it's relevant to what you just said.
12:17 They're saying like these, these, these aliens, I guess will appear to people often in forms that they feel comfortable with and safe with and often as animals and often as owls specifically.
12:32 So people would remember stopping their car seeing like a big owl or a big animal and then they lose chunks of time.
12:40 And then under hypnosis when Dolores took them under, they realized that it wasn't actually an owl.
12:46 It was this, you know, this wizard from another dimension or this alien or they're being taken on the ship.
12:54 But it's so interesting that they made us see that it was like these animals that they're comfortable with and it totally, just reminded me of your grandma's story.
13:02 Right.
13:02 It's like something that you're comfortable with it you're not gonna be afraid of.
13:05 It's like a mirage.
13:06 Right.
13:06 Yeah.
13:06 E exactly.
13:08 Very, very interesting.
13:09 It's like they access your, your thoughts and you're like, oh, you're, you're ok with an owl or, or like a dog or your grandma, you know, because I was pretty close with my grandma and it's kind of like, ok, we're, we're gonna do something.
13:20 So it's not frightening.
13:21 That's very interesting.
13:22 And we, we have interviewed a bunch of alien abductees.
13:26 , and, and there is a lot of similarities now, like, I'm like, I understand where you're coming with this one.
13:32 And I'm like, was it possibly an alien type being?
13:36 I don't know, could have been maybe, which is really interesting.
13:39 Very interesting and, and, and that's what we like to do.
13:42 We like to hear, you know, other people's takes, you know, it's kind of like, we don't really know, we're just trying to piece things two together and to try to come up with some sort of answer of sorts, you know, and, and that's exactly, and that's fantastic.
13:56 I really appreciate your insight on that.
13:59 I mean, I just, I love eeking out about this stuff.
14:01 It's so fascinating and, and just to go off on more of a Dolores rant, her books made me absolutely not terrified of ever getting abducted by an alien because oftentimes under those hypnosis sessions.
14:14 They found that the person getting abducted.
14:18 A first of all agreed to this.
14:20 Right.
14:20 Like way before they incarnated.
14:22 B, oftentimes that's like their original soul family.
14:26 And they had volunteered to come here and these beings, these aliens are helping them from that side.
14:33 Right.
14:33 So, they'll give them upgrades, they'll, you know,, install technology that will prepare them, they'll help them for whatever challenges they know that are coming And it's, it, it, it comes from this place of like love and protection and caring.
14:46 So I was like, huh, that's such an interesting way of looking at it.
14:50 So I'm curious, like you said, you've had abductees on your podcast.
14:54 Have you ever had anyone have a positive experience like that?
14:59 Both sides?
14:59 And it's very unique that we had one interview where this gentleman he talks about multiple and we actually actually calling it, it hasn't been released yet.
15:08 It will be very soon.
15:10 We call it like the generational because just recently his, him and his son were taken on board a craft.
15:18 and, and, and they're really, it's really generous, like it's really nice.
15:23 He, he, he has really good experiences and the first one he had when he was eight years old, I believe, eight years old and there was a bunch of grays around him and of course terrified him.
15:34 But he's like, he, he recounts multiple times being abducted and also being like like phasing through walls, like literally floating, levitating and moving through walls.
15:45 As that he goes up into these ships.
15:49 Yes.
15:49 And he says, as he was passing through the walls, he could taste like the plaster, he could taste the wood.
15:56 He says, but he's like, how am I gonna?
15:58 And then of course, it just goes through and then he was underneath the tree and then he was going up through the tree to the craft.
16:03 It was super, super amazing.
16:06 And then he talks about being in a craft and be handed a a baby.
16:13 And he came to the realization that he was partially the father of this baby this hybrid and, and he, he goes into depth about hybrids.
16:21 He actually really, and it really, this whole experience really changed his life.
16:25 He used to be like a gangster rapper.
16:27 Now he is like, he calls it high vibrational spiritual papa pop art.
16:33 No, I don't wanna say pop but kind of like an artist of sorts.
16:36 And he has these really cool songs now and we're gonna be featuring one of them on our and he has a documentary too coming up and it, and it's amazing.
16:44 And so I had that interview and, and I, I know I talk about dreams.
16:48 So that night I had a dream where I was being, I was working in a military hospital and this is the important part was, I wasn't sure if it was top secret or not, if it was like, high,, like, high security.
17:07 And that was one thing where I couldn't, I was like, it was, but it wasn't, now there was a baby, I was helping with the delivery of this baby.
17:14 The baby was possessed by a specific, name of a demon and I'm not gonna mention that name on, on here, but it was, it was this now that was what sorry I said, yeah, no bad energy is getting.
17:28 Exactly.
17:28 Exactly.
17:29 So that was Tuesday night, Thursday night, we have another interview with this other girl who talks about her abduction experiences and her abduction experiences are the complete inverse of his where she was terrified and she could feel like incisions and it was, it was terrifying.
17:47 She continues to tell me that she was born on a military base that was Nellis, Nellis military base, which is associated with area 51.
17:55 So it's in the area of area 51.
17:57 Now, now we go back to my dream where I've had this dream where I'm helping deliver a baby who is in this top secret military base.
18:04 Was it top secret?
18:05 I don't know that's where she was born.
18:07 Then she goes on to talk about a dark time in her life where she was trying to summon a demon.
18:17 And it was this specific name.
18:19 And in my dream, this person was possessed by this demon and, and it was a very specific name and I had trouble saying it in my dream and she was telling me that during this ceremony of sorts, she had trouble saying the name because she wanted to make sure she said it right.
18:38 So it was, and, and this was like a day and a half, two days before this actual interview.
18:43 So I find it that, that, that was fascinating.
18:45 That's wild.
18:47 Yeah, that's super, super wild.
18:50 So do you, do you think that when she was taken or does she think when she was taken that it was a group of, you know, extraterrestrials that maybe didn't have her best interest in mind or do you think that she was just so scared because she didn't understand what was happening?
19:05 That is a fantastic question.
19:08 Of course, I don't know, but my guess was it wasn't the best interest in mind.
19:15 And it definitely could be that, you know, maybe in the future, there were other abductions but because of this experience, like there are other abductions we haven't gotten into, we're actually going to be doing like a multipart series on this.
19:29 But I feel that because of the first initial one that it terrified her and from then on any type of experience is already jaded as this negative, I don't want, I don't want this even though it could be for her highest interest.
19:44 Maybe there are ones that are helping her.
19:46 , but she's fighting it now because of this, because of this negativity that occurred during that first initial,, abduction, abduction.
19:55 Yeah, totally.
19:58 So, you know, this, this other,, I don't know if you've ever read D M T the Spirit Molecule, but I was literally has my co-host has and he swears by it.
20:10 Yeah, it's such a good book.
20:11 But I was, I was literally just talking to my father in law about D M T the other day.
20:16 And it just makes me think that some people claim that when people think they're getting abducted by aliens, it's also this premature release of D M T in their brain.
20:28 So I was just curious what your thoughts on that are like, I don't know if I believe that necessarily because I believe in aliens, but I mean, aliens are real like, come on, of course, there's no believing or not believing at this point.
20:39 But you know, I always thought that was kind of interesting.
20:43 Now, now, now you're believing that possibly that the aliens are triggering, triggering some sort of endorphin like a dopamine kind of to kind of hit to make it feel good.
20:53 Is that maybe what you're saying or?
20:55 Oh no, I didn't even think about that.
20:56 No.
20:56 And just in that, and I've just heard people say that, you know, when people claim that they're being abducted by aliens.
21:04 What's actually happening is their brain is prematurely releasing D M T because our brain releases D M T when we are born, when we die, right?
21:12 It's naturally in our brain.
21:14 And if you read that book, D M T the Spirit Molecule, like so many people went to other dimensions and interacted with other beings and, and I don't think that that's just a hallucination, like I believe it's like a portal of some sort.
21:28 But yeah, I don't know.
21:29 It, it was only in my head just because I just had that conversation about D M T the other day.
21:34 Oh, that's, that, that's fantastic.
21:35 I, that is super interesting.
21:37 Maybe it's like, it's something that I need to look into more because, you know, all about these portals and things like that.
21:44 That's something that, that comes up greatly in our show.
21:46 Like I, I believe that there are other dimensions that we're closely tied in.
21:51 I, I call it like we're in a nesting doll type of situation.
21:54 I totally, that, that's what I believe and that these other dimensions or worlds are one on top of the other.
22:00 It's not like we're across, we're across all this space.
22:04 We got to go like 500 light years.
22:05 No, no, no.
22:06 I actually believe that we're on top of one another and these, there's areas where the bale is thin and that's where we get a lot of these crossovers.
22:13 There's certain areas that are like high interactions where things are happening, such as like the 3 m triangle.
22:20 Oh All this stuff happens.
22:21 Well, of course, there are certain areas that we really noticed in the cryptic communities like the L B L the Sierra Sierra mountains that there is these areas that have high, high activity.
22:34 That's the word I was looking for high activity.
22:36 And it's, it's just that I believe that there are these areas where it's thin and these portals are opening.
22:42 And things are coming through.
22:44 Yeah, absolutely.
22:45 And then they say creatures like Bigfoot are actually interdimensional beings, right?
22:49 Where they can like go between dimensions.
22:53 OK, so where do we got?
22:55 Yeah, we got totally off topic on that one but that is, that is fine.
22:59 I, I, I'll, I'll circle back to my origin story.
23:03 and how I, how I gone on to this.
23:05 So, yeah, so that was the experience.
23:07 And then I had another experience where I didn't see anything but we're just talking about fear and I believe fear is such a big, big driver in these where I had come home.
23:17 It was about a year and a half later I come home from work and I, I was about 20 still living at home with my parents.
23:23 It was just me and my parents and I, I started feeling sick.
23:28 And so I went into the bathroom and I had spent like an hour in the bathroom.
23:31 Not well at all, but it had built up to the point that, like, like I was feeling sick, but all of a sudden this fear started and I was so terrified.
23:42 I'm, I'm like, 20 years old and I was so terrified.
23:45 I couldn't leave the bathroom.
23:47 It was like this, I've never had this kind of fear ever before to the point that I was screaming out for my mom to come and get me, you know, and it was like just this, this fear.
24:00 And now of course, in my mind, I am seeing things that are, you know, like I get this picture of actually like this vampire of sorts and I still remember it was kind of like a nosferatu type of type of vampire like bald and, and not like these I don't know, twilight type vampires and things like that.
24:18 But this is the fear that was in my mind and like I said, 20 years old man terrified screaming for his mom to come and get him.
24:26 of course, when she came, I'm not saying that, oh I was scared.
24:29 I was like, oh, I'm not feeling well, you know, I, but when she came and she turned on the lights, you know, everything seemed to be better, but it was like it instantly went away.
24:38 But of course, that's just an anecdotal kind of thing.
24:41 That is kind of like a strange,, thing, but that's the fear again.
24:46 And this fear is what drove me on my path then to start seeking out,, ways to help myself.
24:55 So I wouldn't have this fear anymore.
24:56 , and that's what started me into Reiki.
24:59 One of the things that started me into Reiki was not being afraid anymore and to really understand what's on this other side and to start understanding energy because I believe energy is huge.
25:10 You need to feel the energy to know if something is good to know if something is bad.
25:14 So I think you had said that before, like, what kind of feeling did you get?
25:16 was it, was it negative or positive?
25:19 And, and that's where the Reiki started.
25:22 So my first, I took my first degree of Reiki.
25:25 and that brings up a really interesting story when you're talking about the secrets.
25:29 I, I, I know you said you had some people, you had three people from the secret endorsing your book.
25:33 I actually have a, a fantastic story to kind of talk in with that with the manifestation.
25:37 You know, if you focus on something and you believe you're going to have it, it's going to happen now.
25:43 Oh Yeah.
25:44 At that time, I was taking my first degree Reiki, my Reiki master was originally what was from Costa Rica.
25:51 And I was like, you know what I want to go visit her when, when I finished my course, I want to go visit her and in Costa Rica, maybe taking my second degree with her.
26:01 And I had gone out with some friends that night and we're all sitting around the table and we're like, yeah, we should go somewhere.
26:08 And I said, yeah, let's go.
26:09 I, I wanna go to, to Costa Rica and they're like, no, no, let's go to Mexico.
26:15 Which is, is funny because that's where I live now.
26:17 But and I'm like, at that point, I'm like, no, no, I've been to Mexico a bunch of times.
26:21 I'm going to Costa Rica and that was the key thing is that I'm going to Costa Rica and that at the end of the night, you know, I went home and I'm like, I, I don't know how I had just gone through a divorce.
26:32 I didn't have any money.
26:33 I didn't have the means, but I was like, I'm going to Costa Rica.
26:37 So I was attending a sweat lodge two weeks later to the day and at the sweat lodge after I finished the lodge, I come out and I went to my truck and grabbed my phone and I get an email and the subject line is Costa Rica.
26:54 And I'm like, ok, where is, what is this?
26:58 You know, I'm like, and I look in and it's a client of mine because I used to have my own construction business years ago and he had sought me out and said, listen, I've moved to Costa Rica.
27:11 I need someone to come and do some quality work for us in, in Costa Rica.
27:17 And now he's like, I don't know if you'd be open to this, but I'll pay for your flight, your food, your accommodation, I'll pay for everything.
27:23 You just come down and do the work for me.
27:25 and then you kind of like you organize it, you kind of like order everything that used to be ordered, but I'll pay for everything and you could have a free vacation to Costa Rica.
27:33 Amazing.
27:34 Can I just pause for a second there and just say, listeners like this is manifesting in action.
27:39 That's you absolutely manifested that.
27:41 That's amazing.
27:42 E e exactly.
27:43 That's exactly it.
27:44 And I was like, ok, and so I ended up going twice to Costa Rica, all expenses paid, you know, and it was, it was fantastic.
27:51 So that was my father-in-law now that, you know, I'm married now and my father-in-law always says, you know, the magical life of, of vai.
28:00 I have all these crazy manifesting experiences and, and that's just like one of them.
28:06 You know, another one would be I walked out.
28:11 I was like, you know what, I'm gonna find the largest feather I've ever found before.
28:14 That, that's what my goal is.
28:16 I'm gonna find this, this, this feather.
28:18 So as I walk out, I look up in the sky and there and it's, it's all about paying attention and, and recognizing, you know, these, these signs, these gifts and I look up in the sky and no word of a lie and I'll send you this picture after is a huge feather in the sky.
28:35 It is like word for word, a white huge feather in the sky.
28:40 And I was like, ok, that's not really what I had in mind, but I didn't really, I wasn't specific on what I wanted.
28:47 I just said the biggest feather I've ever, you know, I've ever found before.
28:50 And sure enough, there floating above me was this was this feather in the sky.
28:54 So I could, it was a cloud.
28:56 Yeah, that's funny.
28:58 I, I, yeah, it was, it was the trails from a plane.
29:02 I don't know if what you think about that.
29:03 But there is this, it was a trail from the plane and that it was all spreading out and it was a perfect feather.
29:08 It was a perfect feather and I was like, ok, well, there we go.
29:12 And that is why I teach my clients to be specific.
29:16 Ex Exactly.
29:18 So, so I'm curious, what did you learn from Reiki?
29:21 What did you learn from this native medicine woman that made you feel more comfortable and able to get past the fear so that you can really investigate all this?
29:29 Ok.
29:30 So, ok, going back to Reiki.
29:32 So Reiki was just understanding and using energy.
29:36 Right.
29:36 It was, it's not like I have the energy, I'm just transmute.
29:40 I'm, I'm taking it and passing it on just a conduit and you can feel the energy going in, you know, and you start to really, and it was also like we all have this ability to feel the energy.
29:51 It's just, it's like a,, do you exercise it?
29:54 Most people don't, you know, it, it's, it's all about recognizing those things as well, those signs that were given, you know, do most people exercise that, that ability to notice these signs for what they are or are we just oblivious to it all?
30:05 And, and, and that's what's happened.
30:06 So it's kind of like stop and start to pay attention and start to feel what, what is really there.
30:11 And, and so that is what I was, I, I, it opened up that door to start feeling these energies and, and start, you know, allowing them to pass through you.
30:20 And it, it was, that was the bottom line with Reiki for me.
30:24 I never really, I ended up finishing and getting my master.
30:27 I'm a Reiki master now, but I didn't really use that as a like I didn't ever use it any other, any other way other than just Reiki shares.
30:37 But it was actually just understanding that energy now, back to my first degree at Reiki.
30:42 There, there was the Reiki master who was teaching everyone but there was an assistant who was helping her and this lady was a shaman and the shaman, you know, and I was very drawn to her, very drawn to her and like, like, not, not like anything like that, but it was just like this energy.
30:59 I'm like, she had this calming, great energy and I'm like, I need to know more.
31:04 I need to learn more from her.
31:06 And she approached me one night when we're doing our, our classes and she's like, right, I really feel that you should be learning from me.
31:16 I really, and, and she never approach anybody else but me and she's like, and, and I don't mean that in an egotistical way, I'm just saying that I had this drawn to her and it wasn't that she was going to everybody saying the same kind of thing.
31:26 And so I was like, yeah, I, I feel that too.
31:29 So for the next year, I would about every once a week, sometimes, once every two weeks, I would be learning under, underneath her, you know, like learning from her and she was teaching me ways of like drum meditation, medicine wheels and just clearing locations and removing negative energy is kind of what it ended up turning into and, and and, and finding your own place and connecting with with mother earth, you know, and it was, it was that connection and I really felt connected at that point, you know, and it was traversing to the upper worlds and to the lower worlds and, and that doesn't mean like lower worlds are negative or bad or anything like that.
32:12 No, no.
32:12 It, it, it's all about journeying and, and on these journeys, you know, it could be finding parts of your lost soul soul shards, helping others find their soul shards as well.
32:25 So that's where it started to go, you know, and it, and it served its purpose.
32:29 So that was for about a year now in that time as well.
32:33 I, I met up with another woman and she, she was running a sweat lodge.
32:40 and she was a medicine one.
32:41 And so the first the first lady, she was teaching me the, the ways of the Cherokee.
32:47 I don't, I, I say shamanism but shamanism of course, is directly related to, to Russia that is like their, their, that terminology comes from there.
32:57 But it, it's kind of like been kind of a universal term that we just used to describe what, what we're doing.
33:02 But this lady who was running sweat lodge, she was more of a medicine woman, you know, she was using medicines to treat people and they are natural medicines whether it be Yeah.
33:14 So she was, she was also, she also did Reiki as well and it was just using like everything that Mother Earth could provide to help heal other people.
33:24 And so she, we ended up building a great relationship and she ended up kind of mentoring me, unofficially mentoring me.
33:32 And so I would constantly be helping her with her sweat lodge.
33:35 I'd be helping her, I helped her build her sweat lodge a couple of times.
33:39 And that was very interesting, very insightful too for myself.
33:43 Like I, I was being challenged.
33:46 There was an issue where it was where it was running really, really late and I was being challenged that, like, I need to stop worrying about time and just, you know, be in the moment and stop worrying about where I have to be the next day.
34:00 But yes, I bet it like a former contractor building in this new way was kind of interesting for you too.
34:06 Right.
34:06 It was very interesting.
34:07 Yeah, because you're using the, you're using willow and, and there are some large willow pieces that you're having to bend and form them, you know, and you're using your back and your legs and a lot of times, you know, being in a working in construction you're using, like it's really about brute strength, but this was more technique, you know, like she was able to do some of the stuff that I was having issues with because it's all about technique and it's kind of like, hey, you need to step back, take a breath and watch and learn, Exactly how to do this.
34:36 So, yeah.
34:37 So it's about weaving these, these willows into this, into this sweat lodge and it becomes like a nice hut, a nice dome and then covering it and then we had a, a lodge after two which was fantastic.
34:51 That's super, super cool.
34:52 What an amazing experience for you that you got to study with all these incredible people for a year.
34:58 Yeah.
34:58 Yeah.
34:58 The first one was a year.
35:00 , But with Joanne it was a couple of years and then, even then, like her and I have, I, I call her my second mother, you know, she, she was just amazing, you know, and she would guide me on many things like, you know, like kind of give me these nudges in these directions, like perhaps maybe you should go here or maybe you should do this, you know, and it's, and it's never like you need to do this, which I always find off putting when people are like, you need to do this.
35:24 No, it's kind of like perhaps you should do this or perhaps you should walk this way, walk this path and it, it, it opened up a lot of doors and I experienced a lot of things because of that and, and I'll, you know, to this day, like she, she's come and visited us here in Mexico and just, just an amazing woman that's really, really cool, super special.
35:46 So after you studied with her and learned all the Reiki, like, have you had paranormal experiences?
35:53 And if so, did you approach them differently after learning all about this extremely differently?
36:00 I would say there was like next to no fear anymore, the fear was gone because it was more fear of the unknown.
36:07 But if you're not giving the fear out those things that are going to be feeding on the fear aren't gonna be there anymore.
36:14 And, and, and it, and it's really noticeable like,, one experience was I was working in the house of my, in my basement and you know, there was a man working behind me who wasn't there.
36:28 It was the man who had built the house originally like that.
36:31 That was my guess on it because he was dressed from the seventies.
36:34 Like I can completely describe it.
36:36 He looks like something like Alec Baldwin from beetle juice, mixed with the scientists from Stargate.
36:43 It was kind of like this mixture and like I sandy blonde hair kind of like long hanging down.
36:48 He had wire rimmed glasses, like big big 19 seventies glasses on.
36:53 , he had a plaid shirt on and it was tucked in.
36:56 He had his jeans kind of pulled up a little bit higher.
36:57 They were kind of more of a lighter denim color and he was a carpenter.
37:01 He was working behind me and I, I looked back and I was like, oh, ok.
37:06 Well, I guess I got some extra, extra hands helping me out while I'm finishing the basement here.
37:10 So, and, and that's one thing they say is that when you renovate or take apart like a certain house, you kind of will stir up the energies and cause things to kind of happen more.
37:21 And so that was my guess was, well, I, I guess he's, he's back working again and that though I call more of a residual haunting and I don't mean I, I don't like using the word haunting because it wasn't really haunting, but it was just, it was residual means like their energy is still left there from the work that they have done.
37:38 It wasn't like that he was actually there.
37:41 But so, so that's actually exactly what I was just gonna ask you like, what's your take on ghosts?
37:45 Like, are they just souls that didn't walk towards the light because they don't know that they're dead yet and they're kind of stuck here for a period until they figure it out or are they echoes of something or residual, like you said, or is it all the above and other things?
37:59 It's all the above.
38:00 Yes, it is.
38:01 Exactly all the above.
38:02 So if you're at a place that requires a lot of energy, a lot of sometimes it's trauma as well.
38:08 Like energy can be trauma, it can be good things as well.
38:11 So perhaps you, you've lived at this house, you love this house and you just invested so much of your energy into it.
38:17 Maybe you are building it yourself, you are going to partially leave your imprint on there and, and that's what it is.
38:23 It's like an imprint that just keeps repeating and repeating.
38:26 Sometimes it can get be stirred up so that could be more visible like this situation was.
38:31 Or other times it can be just, you know, just this continual ghostly figure walking down the hallway and, and that's all it is.
38:39 It isn't actually the ghost.
38:41 It's just this energy that is just kind of imprinted on this area.
38:45 Kind of like,, like, I, I if, if if, if you ever played a video game, some people who have played video games where they play one specific video game for way too long, it burns into the TV.
38:57 So when you turn off the TV, or even if you're watching something else, you'll still see like, like, oh this is where my life meter is and this is like the, the energy I have or something like that, it will burn in.
39:07 That's exactly what this is.
39:09 It's kind of like burning in, into our reality and it, it, it, time doesn't mean anything to it because time in that realm doesn't exist.
39:16 Now, the ghost that you had said that don't know they're dead.
39:20 This is exactly it.
39:21 You know, they, they stuck around, they don't know or they, or they know they're dead and they just haven't passed over and they need that extra push.
39:29 Now, there is definitely some mediums who will help with that.
39:33 As for myself, I can assist on that one, but that is a lot more work.
39:38 I can move them out of the location.
39:42 Not necessarily and and I can try to help them move on, but there are more adept people for helping them to move on.
39:48 Definitely mediums would be of course that that would be that.
39:53 Yeah, that's super interesting.
39:54 So, so I grew up starting at age 16, spending my summers in Estes Park, Colorado.
40:01 Our family friends owned this amazing old guest ranch there has the oldest schoolhouse in Colorado on it, the oldest church.
40:09 And it's funny it was in Estes Park, which is the same town that the Stanley Hotel where they filmed the shining was we went on their ghost tours.
40:16 We're like, we've got way more ghost stories, but there was this ghost there and her name is, there's a few, there's a few.
40:24 So I've had a lot of experience with ghost myself.
40:27 But the main one was this woman named Eleanor James.
40:30 She grew up on the lot at the lodge, like we know I actually own a book that she used to own and like her name is written inside of it.
40:39 But she would play pranks on people.
40:41 She would I don't know, like one time we were cooking donuts in the kitchen and like all the donuts, like, disappeared out of the fryer for like several minutes and then they reappeared or like she loved the horses.
40:55 So she would walk out in the snow and open the gate and let all the horses out.
40:59 And we would see this old woman walking to the bar and we're like, what's going on and then the horses would be up, there'd be no footprints in the snow and she would be dressed like the time air and like there's so many stories.
41:09 So like, what was that is that just she loved it so much there and she just wants to mess with us because she was like such a like there was no fear around when Eleanor was around, right?
41:21 It was just like she was such an ambivalent spirit, but she was really playful.
41:25 That is a hustle.
41:25 Yeah.
41:26 So definitely the, the ones who, you know, they loved it so much here.
41:30 They just didn't want to go on and they are more than happy to be here.
41:33 Of course.
41:34 Yes.
41:34 And, and that you're talking about the disappearing, like the vanishing of something and then bringing it back.
41:39 That is definitely like, you know, it's like they're taking it into another dimension and then reappearing it back.
41:46 And that happened at that house that I grew up in as well.
41:49 It actually happened to my dad, he had an experience like that.
41:52 So, yeah, there, there, there are some mischievous ones and, and they're just enjoying it.
41:56 You know, there, there are definitely the good ones and who help actually to protect you, they help you and they'll keep other negative spirits at bay and keep them away.
42:06 That's so true because, you know, the other thing is like, anytime a horse was gonna be injured or sick, it was like we would see her at the barn like she would, it was almost like she was warning us.
42:14 But there was, it was funny that was like a guest ranch.
42:17 So guests would come and stay and then time we were sitting out in the front porch and all of a sudden this adult man probably in his like mid forties to fifties run down the stairs soaking wet, like wrapped in a sheet.
42:30 He had been in the shower, he was totally naked under it.
42:33 He had been in the shower and the door kept opening and shutting and the lights were turning on and off and he just got so freaked out.
42:39 He like grabbed the sheets off the bed and ran down and we're like, oh, yeah, this is Eleanor.
42:44 She's just messing with you.
42:45 No worries.
42:46 Yeah.
42:47 Yeah.
42:47 Oh, yeah, that, that's, yeah, so de definitely there is that and then there's definitely the other side to this, like the poltergeist side to this.
42:56 And one thing I've learned though.
42:58 Poltergeist aren't, weren't a person, they are a created from a person and, and I don't know if you ever heard that before?
43:06 So poltergeist is this immense energy that is bottled up within a person that starts acting out.
43:14 Ok.
43:15 So start things and, and my co-host his, he had his stepsister.
43:19 Only things would happen whenever she came into the house.
43:21 So she wasn't staying with him all the time.
43:22 But whenever she did things were happening, it wasn't like they're consciously doing this.
43:27 They want this negativity to happen.
43:29 It is they have so much of an emotional scar that they're causing things to happen.
43:35 And, and what eventually it happens is it becomes, it does end up becoming an entity upon itself by disembarking from that person.
43:43 They've created, they put so much energy and so much of this anxiousness, this fear, the sadness into it that it actually becomes something that will remove itself from the person and then begin acting upon itself and creating, creating all this stuff.
43:58 And this, that happened actually with my, my ex my ex-wife, there was a poltergeist attachment to her and there was when in the house that I lived with her, we had do not doors but like the, the light going on and off and the fan going on and off, usually around anywhere between 2 to 3 or four in the morning.
44:19 This would happen, you're sleeping and all of a sudden it starts happening.
44:22 This was going on for six months to the point that I literally thought I was losing my mind.
44:26 And this is before I, I did all my Reiki and everything else.
44:29 So at that point, you know, I, I, I feel I was open to experiencing all this, but I didn't, I still do at that point, didn't know what to do with it, but it was absolutely terrifying.
44:39 And like I said, I, I thought I was losing my mind and I, I felt like I'm gonna go insane.
44:45 It was just absolutely crazy.
44:47 So that's super scary for the person too.
44:49 Like is it, is it only when they're in a certain space or is it, does it follow them around and then like, how do you get rid of that?
44:56 That, that is, that is great.
44:58 That's something that is going to be and, and like that you might actually even need a priest to exercise that demon because it creates into a demon.
45:07 It becomes something else.
45:08 Now it will follow them around.
45:10 Once they, if it's still attached to them, it's going to follow them around.
45:15 But, but after it becomes one unto itself, like becomes a being unto itself, then it can possibly leave.
45:23 Of course, it wants to stay with, you know, to be feeding off of that person because that person had created it, it, it fed all this these emotions, these, these, these feelings and it, you know, of course, it's gonna stay, usually gonna stay near them but it might find a place and just hang out at a place, start terrorizing,, the people that live in that place, you know, after we moved out, I don't know.
45:46 I don't know if this thing followed my ex or if it stayed so interesting.
45:54 Yeah, that's super scary.
45:56 So, it, the, so it starts with a person just having all of these really low vibration, emotions, maybe fear, maybe sadness.
46:05 And it's just that they're so wrapped up in that, that it just creates.
46:10 Yeah.
46:10 And it's just wild.
46:12 It is and, and it's sad.
46:14 It's kind of like I feel sorry for this and a lot of times and it happens with young women who are going through puberty and that's because they have so much of that emotions, so much emotion that they actually created that that is kind of one of the things where it happens and it's kind of like that's why you need someone to be able to talk to, to deal with.
46:33 And it's just kind of that seems to be, it's not saying that boys or men or women can't create these things as well.
46:40 But that is where it first starts out.
46:43 It not, not first starts out sorry.
46:45 That is the most like common place and person that it will manifest from.
46:52 Be careful with that manifesting as if young women going through puberty don't have enough shit to deal with.
46:59 Exactly.
46:59 Poltergeist, poltergeist.
47:02 There's a chance it can happen.
47:03 I'm not saying it's going to, but there's a chance that can happen.
47:06 More common.
47:07 Yes.
47:07 So, speaking of feeling bad, like, I mean, I even feel bad for Eleanor the, like, the ghost that loves it there because it's like, does that mean that she just hasn't been able to move on or?
47:18 I mean, it seems like a choice.
47:20 But yeah, I, I, I definitely think it's from a choice.
47:24 Sometimes they get there so long that they, they're kind of blinded to the next step.
47:31 They don't know like they're, they're so attached to that.
47:33 Perhaps she's ready to move on and you would need, at that time, you would need assistance.
47:38 You would need a medium to help that that entity or Eleanor move on and you'd be like, you know, you have to actually inform them that, you know, go to the white light, you know, everybody is waiting for you there.
47:49 It's time, it's your time to move on now.
47:51 Would she be ready?
47:53 That's up.
47:53 That will still be her decision now and it might, it might not happen.
47:58 Yeah.
47:59 Yes.
48:00 So that is kind of my origin story of, of everything that kind of went and, and so from that point on it was, you know, I, I would do house cleansings, I would do land blessings.
48:12 Yeah, it, it, it's just it's just constantly, constantly learning, I would say, in the last couple of years I have stepped back from it a little bit.
48:19 I've just been so busy with everything that's going here that I've stepped back though.
48:24 I've been getting a lot of signs that I need to be paying attention to because they're gonna kick me in the butt sooner or later if I don't,, if I don't take action on them, but it's, it's time to start stepping back into that role again.
48:36 Yeah.
48:36 Wow.
48:37 I feel like we could talk about this forever.
48:39 It's crazy that an hour has gone by.
48:43 Yeah.
48:43 Isn't that wild.
48:45 So, do you have anything you want to like, leave listeners with any kind of message, any kind of final thoughts?
48:54 My, my, my message is, you know, trust your gut.
48:57 One thing is always trust your gut.
48:59 People are like, oh, I got a bad feeling.
49:01 Well, you have a bad feeling for a reason and you know, we all have those extra gifts, we all have them and it just, we need to exercise them.
49:09 So start exercising them, trust your gut and what it says as for people who have experienced these things.
49:15 especially with this, this latest one that I was talking about where she's had such negative experiences.
49:20 I, I, I gave her a message and because she was like, well, a lot of people just want to hear my, my abduction story and then that's it.
49:29 And then they move on and I said, well, you know, there's something you need to know is like, I am still here like you yourself, you have to say that I'm still here.
49:36 So my story, this is my story.
49:38 But every she's like, it's, it's almost like these people are like, like groupies of sort.
49:42 They're like, oh I got this now, I'm moving on to the next one or, or like these energy seekers.
49:46 It's like I got this now I'm gonna move on but they forget that the person is there.
49:49 The person is still dealing with this and still experiencing these traumas.
49:52 So, you know, you need to find someone, you can talk to release that and you know, try to deal with it and you are, we're all still here and we are all part of this, we're all there.
50:03 You know, we're not this instant and, and that's the thing with this instant gratification.
50:07 That's what our world has come into.
50:08 This instant gratification.
50:10 These tiktok 12th videos move on 12th video, move on.
50:14 But you know, these people are still living their lives, you know, they, these experiences have transformed them and they're still there.
50:22 I, I guess that's all I can go with.
50:24 Yeah, totally.
50:26 And you know, it just made me think, I know we're getting close to time.
50:29 But do you think that it almost feels like there's an acceleration happening?
50:34 Like, things are, things are more rapid.
50:36 Right?
50:36 Like,, more and more people are having these experiences.
50:39 Do you think it's building towards something?
50:41 And then also the fact that the government strangely already, like, are now leaking things and we're like, yeah, we knew, we knew they were aliens, right.
50:48 Like, it's just, which feels like they're trying to distract us from something else, which is a whole conversation.
50:53 But do you feel like there's gonna be some, especially when it comes to ufos, some unveiling happening soon or we're, we're gonna have contact or known to the public anyway.
51:06 Yeah, I totally believe so.
51:08 I, I'm a big fan of Art Bell.
51:10 You know, back from the nineties, Art Bell was a coast to coast and he used to talk about something called the Quickening and that's how I feel it.
51:16 It's kind of like going in waves I feel in the nineties we're having the quickening then around the two thousands, early two thousands.
51:21 It, it kind of slowed down a little bit, but now it's picking back up again.
51:25 And I believe that yeah, disclosure is happening but I believe there's an underhand a reason why they just why they're releasing all this because I believe that we are going to be contacted.
51:36 There's a, there's a little thing that's called project blue beam.
51:39 Project Blue beam was supposed to be like this, like this fake sigh up of an alien invasion.
51:44 And I believe that the government is going to pretend that this is this alien invasion, this negative thing.
51:50 But I actually believe it's going to be this positive thing.
51:52 So they're wanting you to have all this fear and to think that these aliens are bad when in fact, it's, they're actually coming in to help and one of our previous guests, maybe you'd be very interested in Mary Rodwell.
52:03 She talks about this galactic family and this federation of light and it's, it's very fascinating, very interesting.
52:12 Yeah, I was literally just going to say that there's like a galactic federation that have just been waiting for us to mature enough, right?
52:20 And maybe, I don't know if we're there yet, but maybe we're getting closer.
52:24 But no, I, I totally agree with you.
52:26 It feels like there's something, it's almost like a magic trick, right?
52:31 Like they're like, hey, look at this while we slide this other thing, I say that all the time, it's like this diversion, like, hey, look over here while this is really happening.
52:39 It's always been that.
52:40 Yes.
52:41 Exactly.
52:42 Yeah.
52:42 Yeah.
52:43 It's super interesting to see what's gonna happen.
52:46 Well, awesome.
52:47 Can you let listeners know how they can find you where your podcast is at?
52:51 Anything else you want to share?
52:53 For sure, for sure.
52:54 And I appreciate that.
52:55 I appreciate that greatly.
52:56 So, my podcast, of course, is the lost frequency podcast.
52:59 We're on youtube.
53:00 We're on Facebook, Instagram, tiktok and every major podcast platform.
53:06 We're really pushing into the youtube section.
53:08 So we have our videos and we're kind of doing, we're dropping other little things as well.
53:12 And we do lives but that's where we can be found.
53:14 And if anybody has experiences that they want to email us, it's the lost frequency podcast at gmail dot com.
53:21 Awesome.
53:21 Well, thank you so much for coming on.
53:23 Right.
53:23 It was really great to talk to you.
53:24 I, even though this isn't the main focus of my podcast, I love geek out about this stuff.
53:29 I love reading about it, talking about it, so I appreciate it.
53:32 Everyone listening.
53:34 Yeah.
53:34 Yeah, absolutely.
53:35 Everyone listening.
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